Angel

Along with a beautiful new practice, and new friends via the Bhakti Kriya intiation in the desert, and angel came back with me.  She was staring at me all weekend and when I found out the art was for sale there was a deep knowing that she was to come home with me to look over the studio apartment since I'm not there too much. 
My cd is complete now- the mixing stage finally over- and after allmost four years of on again, off again, there is much clarity as to why some of it wasn't really working for me.  Because some of it is not in my genre and style of music!  Yes, I can be a little slow...and in the past have been talked into things, giving in rather than going to battle so to speak.  But there would have been no need for such disparency if I would have been more clear in the beginning.  There was such a strong sense that I didn't know what I was doing, but, how could I not have an idea of what the songs were to sound like when they came through me.  Yes, collaberation is good, but its good to collaberate with those of same intentions, same musical ideas, same visions and sounds. Can't help but ask how I brought all of this on myself, and can't help but see it oh so clear.  Can anyone say.....pateince.....
Truly, truly grateful for the love and care and attention and time and energy that has gone into the cd with some very remarkable and great sounding stuff....and a few tracks that will have to be let go of.  Ah.......the whole art thing. 
I'll have to have Angel listen to it and see what she thinks.....

If you want to hear the bhakti kriya interview on the beyond belief radio show go to www.sedonatalkradio.com and click on the living beyond belief with jaia lee link from the list on the left.  Had a great time with Swami VK.